alone with everybody
My name is Lila. I am a musician from the South of the South.

I also take photos.

I love the smell of recently developed film, cats, old bands and I love being restless.
It’s that thing when you’re with someone, and you love them and they know it, and they love you and you know it… but it’s a party… and you’re both talking to other people, and you’re laughing and shining… and you look across the room and catch each other’s eyes… but - but not because you’re possessive, or it’s precisely sexual… but because… that is your person in this life. And it’s funny and sad, but only because this life will end, and it’s this secret world that exists right there in public, unnoticed, that no one else knows about. It’s sort of like how they say that other dimensions exist all around us, but we don’t have the ability to perceive them. That’s - That’s what I want out of a relationship. Or just life, I guess.

Frances Ha.

“Mumblecore” : named like that by a soundtech while listening how the actors mumbles instead of talking.
Recently I felt totally absorbed by this daily stuff film making genre.
I didnt know it had a name until my friend Diego told me.
What I love about this genre is that it doesnt pretend to change that kind of things at all, its all said, and thats what they want to talk about.
‘Movies made by twenty-somethings about twenty-something people.
In the total search of daily way of dealing with post-highschool or post-university way of living. An infinite conglomerate of sporadic relationships and unconventional families.
To whom it my concern I recommend this film -Tiny Furniture- Very similar and with many actors in common with the famous tv show GIRLS.


Lila.

I was listening to The Royal Tenenbaums soundtrack meanwhile resting in bed, and I was feeling so very lonely, so very abstent and with a ‘stench of decay’… I mean, I’m better than how I was but, I can’t tell I am happy.

Bob Dylan’s Wigwam, is playing on the sountrack and a tear falls from my eye.